I just tried to catch up on a few of my regular reads, and I can’t help but noticed that a few of you are lucky enough to feel the warmth of Spring. Oh how I wish! It doesn’t really feel like Spring is on its way over here… nope… not even close! Yes there is sun, and yes it is warm, if you’re sitting in your car! See what I mean? I must say that the last few days have been really nice and sunny, but man, it’s been cold. The snow is slowly melting… at least I think so… Doesn’t really look like it is when I look out our bedroom window. There is about eight feet of snow back there! I can only anticipate the mess it will be when it does melt. Let’s hope nothing will be flooded.
I’ve been busier than I really want to. I’ve been feeling like I am in a continuous loop, where rest doesn’t really exist. Did you ever feel like no matter what, or how much you try there’s always something, some event, or someone extracting your juices? It seems as if, despite my best effort, something won’t work, something will go wrong, and yet, I have to remain on top of things.
It might all be due to the time of year. I don’t really think I’m in a funk as such, but I’m sort of doing a mental Spring Cleaning. Yeah, that is it!
I need to clean certain things. Like any other chore the tough part is getting started. Or where to start? A recent family situation occurred and I don’t really know how to feel about it. A part of me feels worried for that person, and at the same time for us. I don’t want it to be a problem. It is not at the moment. It might be selfish of me, but I so not want it to become an issue for us either. I’m all for one assuming their responsibilities, but what to do with someone who doesn’t even realise that they might be creating a situation because of their actions and/or choices?
A friend of ours lost his dad to cancer this past week. Like every death, it makes us appreciate how good we have it. I wonder if that is why we do have to experience pain or death? I’m sure it’s all part of the “big plan”… What do you think?