It has begun! I've been counting the days before I hit that milestone, the BIG 5-0, and I'm not even thinking of Hawai'i, my big 5-0!
In nineteen days I will turn fifty. I thought that writing it down might make a difference, nope, still cringes... I know it is just a number. I also know that I don't look it, or feel it - but, depending at what time you ask me that question, you will get a different answer, that's for sure.
Talking with Hubby earlier, we realized that we haven't been to a beach (read sea or ocean) for a good two years. We were by the water in Bodø (Norway), but it was so friggin' cold it's not like we swim or anything of the sort. I did go to Rimouski in June, but that as well wasn't really the best condition for a fun time at the beach...
This summer I swam once, in a pool in July and it was friggin' cold that one time. Did it anyway, because I like water that much, but time was not wasted between the pool and going in that night, that's for sure! We are well past our expiration date in regards to some fun in the sand. Time for me
to build something, like a turtle or a Hawaiian Sandwoman... I just
love the feel of soft sand in my hands or between my toes... As Young Dory says: "I like sand. Sand is squishy." Then again, I've recently watched a short movie made by the daughter of a friend (you can check it out here, very well made and quite interesting) where she talked about Tardigrades, those little water bears that live in the sand, reads all cute but I think I won't be able to help myself and think about them all as I crash upon them...
All in all, my brain has been on overdrive for some time now, and getting away, if only for one week, will do me good. Being away from a computer will also be a good thing for me. As we are about to enter week 46 of this year 2016 - and a big week this will be as well, with the American Election Day on Tuesday - I can only sit here and wonder not only where did those past fifty years go to, but this past year seems to have gone by as one big blur as well... Many things came and went at us in 2016 and the year is not over yet: just this coming week, I have to visit my osteo, then my neurologist, then my dentist to have two crowns put in (can you hear the cash register?!), then next week it will be the hairdresser, annual check up with our family doctor and the esthetician.
I did laugh when I saw this picture, even if I don't shave (I wax), this image feels true. Since I'm thinking of joining the Y this winter, that might not work for me, darn!, but still love that image. Another pleasure of aging is those hairs growing on my chin... never had that before, now every now and then I have to pluck one dark one away... strange and oh so ugly!
Before I get in the TMI space, I shall close. I do find that people are over sensitive about every little damn thing. It's unreal how you can not say anything without someone being offended or frustrated. It's ridiculous.
O.M.G. I read like such an old broad! OK time to close up, and go drink my cup of hot tea... Geez...